Tuesday, September 20, 2011

To Halle B.



An Ode to Life

Dear Halle:

This probably, might be the most, inconsiderate thing, you probably have ever read, considering that, its been done, over a webforum really, and not, personally either. But what to do Halle, what to do. You so far away, hidden, and what of me, what to do really. For you see Halle, to say the truth in the very least, is to attempt to say in all, that I know you, and probably, much more better, than you think. But there is a problem to all this Halle. The problem is really (Halle), that my knowing you, involves a timeshift in itself, to, another previous lifetime really.

I remember, sitting, by the Windows, of a rather large Hall, next to the entrance itself too, while discussing various topics, with, members, of the Mohammedan Sect in Oman. Seated there, in 1925 actually, and in Muscat too, when you walked in, straight off, a Shipliner, that had come in, from Jamaica they say. You stood around the entry to the Hall Building actually, large windows facing the exit, and upon looking at us, our brown faces, with curled hair on the top of our heads, decided, to speak to us, on what to do really. Arm extended out, and hand towards us, you sought to greet us, in an American style, and as if believing, we had never perhaps, been to America itself (or even knew, their Cultural Mores perhaps too really). To your surprise, not only did we speak back to you, rather perfectly (as you somewhat perceived really), as unknown to you too perhaps, we where there, in America perhaps too really, when they did put up, the Statue of Liberty.

On having agreed, to meet later with the others (on what was been discussed), you, having spoken to me, more gratefully than to them, sought in all, to seek out my company, on resolving, some difficult issues, you were facing (where to stay, where to eat, and just what to do, with life in itself really). This Halle again, was 1925 Muscat, and on further discussions, I did find you a place, you appeared to really like (as with, a 'lucky me' perhaps attitude on your part), and on your gregarious American personality, showing thanks for all this, I attempted in all, to leave, but you called back at me, asking, where, you could probably, contact me later on. Interesting request, as the contact thing, is somewhat outdated, on this side of the Earths Hemisphere (was my thinking in all), and you, somewhat surprised or shocked even, that I seemed hesitant, in providing you, with a reply really. The best I could do, was ask you, to contact perhaps, a Mohammedan Sect member, for assistance, and something in general, forbidden, but luckily, I was in rather good standing with them, they seeing me in all, not intelligent actually, but actually really, rather interesting in having them see, things, from different perspectives in all really.

Having settled in Oman, and appearing thankful even, you took to swimming in the Ocean (the Indian Ocean that is), and enjoying even, the great food, that, is Omani Cuisine, as you attempted in all, not, to want really, to disturb anyone, by being, rather thankful, when anyone did show, appreciation, towards you really. "So you guys, have been to America?", is what you did ask us, after a short swim, and having eaten, some french fries (and with me there, standing with some friends, and French too), and with my responding, that only I had really, and the others, French, showing a total lack of interest, in the question itself (as French people believe, they know just about anyone out there, with the exception, of the Italians really). 'America the Beautiful' they call it, but you and I knew it rather differently, that in all, it was a place, highly driven, by 'feel-good' speak, and not, actual, mind provoking thought really.

Hopefully Halle, you remember all this, at a time really, when things in life, were actually good, but no one really, sought to do, anything, of interest, out there really. People simply had fun, and to me, I probably was done with fun, many lifetimes ago, seeking in all, to find myself pre-occupied, with, an interesting idea of a kind really. Thankfully Halle though, I did get to meet you, or otherwise, life might not have turned out, so interesting at all. For you see Halle, you were such a great breathe of air (or Life itself really), that I stopped hanging out, with my French buds (as I called them) [they not too happy, with the general nature of life itself back then], and took to hanging out with you, in a manner similar, to how I did hang out, once upon a time, in America, when they did call me, Dendris. You were such a great breathe of air/Life, that with time (thanks to you), me and my French buds, filled with enthusiasm now, decided, to align ourselves fruitfully (really), with the Mohammedans, by becoming in all, what they do call, Koranic truly [with you Halle, actually, opting, to come along really too].

I remember all this Halle, I really do, and hopefully too, you will remember all this, when we all actually, decided, to move in, into Kenia itself, and settle there, rather, than stay actually, in Oman really. It was there too actually Halle, on attempting to discuss truly, what was Koranic, and what was not (or was Mohammedan really, or 'Christendom' even), that you asked again, gregariously even perhaps, whether you could join our discussion forums, hopefully, wanting to learn something here and there (but much really, to the dismay, of my French buds). They could not understand, your engaging personality perhaps, or how even, I was able to communicate with you, they believing me, truly European like them, when I was actually in all really, Italian (as I had attempted, to remind them, too many a time before). You on the other hand, so high-spirited, along the lines even, of Mixion (and old America too really), and me simply, just happy, to relive those times too ctually. With time though, luckily for both of us, we were joined, by many others, and before time, we had created such a scene, that we no longer, knew, whom we were there, any more really. To perhaps help you remember all this, as with the surreal even, let me run by you, some few names, we hanged out with: Ernest Hemingway, Charles XII of Sweden (or Mozart actually), Louis XIV, Marilyn Monroe, Buonarroti (Michelangelo), Gerard ('Gaston') Leroux, and even, Bruce Lee himself actually [and hopefully too, you might remember all this Halle, as with the false belief even by many out there, that once you get to live a great life, you never, get a chance, to live life again really].

It was a time, of great prolific output, as we all sought, to create works, that would help us, restart, Civilization in all its forms really. You on the otherhand Halle, did not truly know, whom we all were (having too, been, from the Americas themselves really), but with time, as with wanting to be a part of all this, decided, to want to be in all, Koranic really (and with some hint, of the Arthurian too really). We were in many ways actually, solidifying really, Knowledge, produced, as with wanting, to Institutionalize it even, and you, not buying into the whole Koranic existence really, as with imagining it, rather wild in the making [as in believing, we were actually, making up things, that we believed, were in all, possible actually]. Thats whom we were Halle, as Europeans perhaps (something you did not too 'get' really, as with wanting, to reference, everything you heard actually), while we discussed thoughts and beliefs, in a manner, that the 'Gods' themselves, probably, would have found, to be of great entertainment perhaps really even. On deciding to be Koranic (and trying to understand, what that truly meant) [as with knowing simply, it was highly based around, being, an Idealist really (and as a problem solver too actually)], you became more engaged in what we were doing, as with asking, the right questions all the time, but actually, at, the very wrong time too really.

You became, actively more involved, on looking at some Vehicular designs, I was working on, as with your wanting, to help make them better even [and designs too, mirroring, the Ferrari Gallardo, but would actually, come, in this lifetime too really, to be called, the McLaren series]. Fun times Halle, with my sensing, you feeling lost, as with not knowing, whom we really were [as Europeans, Greeks, or Egyptian like even], but with time, became truly, the center in many ways around us [and as with Spirit actually], by your truly embodying, the Spirit, many have truly associated too really, with America (and as with the movies even) [the One Star American Flag]. Never before, has life been so much better [for those, who truly do know, what the One Star Flag, does actually represent, and as with antics and designs even] (and with my reminding those around us, that, the One Star Flag, is actually, of Italian origins too really).

Hopefully Halle, you remember all this, as with my wanting, to say really, that of all the great people that were around us, or all, the great fun we did have, the only thing I wishfully do remember of those times (Halle), was actually you.



Thank you Halle


Ted


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=twA4_cUKfgg

[Prince - 'Never take the place of your man', and in all too, Koranic Music actually (as with Prince even, actually being of, Qatari/Quebecois ancestry really)]